Wednesday, March 30, 2011

cerita hari ini....

hye! i feel good today...bcoz blog ni dh ok sket than b4...still xbley lwn blogger2 yg lain, atleast i dh puas ati..hihihi...ouh..! tomorrow will be my 1st day working in here...hope everything will be ok...i try to be cool sbaik yg mungkin....(dlm dada dh dupdapdupdap!) perasaan dh mcm2 dh ni...hope lps start kja dh xdk dh prasaan bosan gila... pray for me guys!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Monday, March 28, 2011

HE'S MY MAN....

Throughout life I've met one person who is unlike any other..This person is one I could forever talk to..He understand me in a way that no one else does or even could...He is my soul mate, my best friend..I will never let him go, he is guardian angel sent from heaven above...

.::I LOVE UPPA::.



Sunday, March 27, 2011

NO ONE KNOWS....

I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering....

Saturday, March 26, 2011

NEW JOURNEY BEGINS....

alhamdulillah....i've got the job! yey!! now my new life begins...hope much better than b4...dis is what i want....thanx to my parents coz gv me this opportunity to try "hdup berdikari"...yes..thats the words..! i know it really hard to them...but dis is what i'm searching for.. penghijrahan aku ni, bkn smata2 nk dok dkt dgn uppa ja..but this is i want in life...nk rsa hdup berdikari....sometimes, agak berat ati nk tggal umah, bff n keja lama...tp mgkn utk kebaikan dri aku sniri....insyALLAH... tonite is my last nite in alor star..hmmm...agak sdey jgak la...u may look at me and think she's so happy..but there's so much behind this little smile that u will never know...special thanx for those who always support me...TQVM!

BFF
thanx sbb sllu support aku...n phm aku sgt2...thanx sbb sllu dgq mslh aku..aku sdey sgt2 sbb kita dh xbley mcm dlu..(im crying)..im gonna miss both of u sgt2!! no more girl nite out..dh xckup korum kn...plzz take care if urself..from now on, ampa dh xkn dgq aku kutuk ampa dh..sorry klu slma ni aku xjd kwn trbaik utk ampa...but i've try my best to be such a good fren...
I LOVE U BOTH!

MAMA
adik mntk maaf sbb sllu sakit kn ati mama...adik mntk maaf utk segala prbuatan adik..SORRYFOR EVERY SINGLE THING...adik tau adik bnyk buat slah..plzz forgive me..adik xmmpu jd anak yg baik cm adk brdk yg lain..but i've try my best to make u proud of me..adik akn buktikan nnt...doakan kejayaan adik...
I LOVE U SO MUCH MAMA

ABAH
thanx sbb pecaya adik...wlpn abh xckp tp adik tau..adik akn jga diri baik2..no need to worry..thanx sbb bg pluang ni...TQ sgt2...

IDA
gud luck 4 ur SPM dis year..jgn hampakan hrpn mama n abh...study rajin2..

UPPA
thanx coz always by my side no matter what....thanx for all ur love...thanx sbb snggup ssh pyh sbb ena...thanx sbb sllu jd tulang blkg ena, klu ena ssh...thanx sbb percaya ena...now we'll together again...hrp2 lps ni xdk dh dugaan yg ssh2 utk kita..
I LOVE U SO MUCH UPPA!

p/s: im cant stop crying.... =(


I LOVE U

MY LOVE BFF


I LOVE MY FAMILY



Monday, March 21, 2011

hye syg!

hihih...kn best klu every month cmni...bley jumpa uppa sllu....actually, jon interview ni make me nervous sometimes...haihhh....1 pa xstudy lg nihh....but, at the same time, perasaan nervous bercampur excited dgn nk jumpa uppa....ahhhhh....i likeeee....bukan sllu dpt peluang cmni....(tersenyum lebar)....special thanx (100X) to uppa, sbb sggup amik cuti nk tman i....thanx syg...really2 appreciate that...tiktoktiktok...esok nk gerak dah....wish me luck guys....hope everything gonna be fine...finee....and fine!!!!

Monday, March 14, 2011

its our anniversary!

I love you means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else..It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times..It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do..It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with..I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine..It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go..It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping you feel the same way for me...I love you because I know you're always there... there to catch me when I fall... there to listen when I need you, there when I feel alone. I love you because you understand me... you know how I feel even when I can't say it... you know I'm not as strong as I say and still you never let me know that I'm not fooling you. I love you because you make me believe, believe that I am not worthless... believe that I can be loved, am loved, and can love others. I love you because you know, I feel this way but can't say it and still you wait... letting me take my time to come to terms with the fact that I love you... would give my life up to be with you... and above all... never hurt you... lie to you... or leave you..
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY UPPA!

I love you..means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else..It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times..It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do..It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with..I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine..It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go..It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping you feel the same way for me..

Sunday, March 13, 2011

bicara hati ke hati...

Everyday that goes by it seems like I discover something new about you to love it's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life, you touch me in a way no one else ever has and gave me so many reasons to love you.. thanx bcoz always by my side no matter what..I may forget what you said, but I'll never forget how you made me feel...no words can describe my love to you...


KNIFE - ROCKWELL - (1984)


awat yang sdey sgt lagu ni xtau.... ='( hope dis will neva happen to me... insyallah...

When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...


Saturday, March 12, 2011

we're gettin' older day by day...

When exactly did we go from being kids to just being people, I'm not sure. I do know that it's not about turning a certain age or graduating from school. It happens when you're not paying attention. We go from playing with our friends to playing with our friend's feelings. Without our knowledge or consent childhood slips away in the night and our innocence escapes us and we wake up one morning to find we have become who we are...

Friday, March 11, 2011

dear uppa...

I can't get you out of my mind, I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you... how good you look when you smile, how much I love your laugh... I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation, laughing at funny things that you said or did... I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me... I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine... I wonder what will happen the next time we are together, I know one thing for sure, your the best thing that ever happened to me in a long time....I LOVE U....